Pic, pic & more pic....

Umrah d' Mekah, June 2008

Raya 2008 celebration

Too lazy to write anything after a longggg break so enjoy the pics...

Every beginning is the end of something else and vice versa...

The beginning of this beautiful relationship that I currently have is definitely the end of lonely singlehood that I stucked for what i thought forever....

In the midst of my boredom day... I thought about ending this dullness by starting something that I tried a few time before but couldn't get myself to conclude it yet... There's a time that when you get at one point in your life, doesn't matter whether it's ur career life or social; you felt like "enough if enough" feeling and nothing can ever motivate you back... I'm guessing that I'm entering that zone now...

I am happy with my life now... but being me, I need something, some target, objective in my life that I need to achieve/ accomplish before.. say maybe my 30th birthday... I am not good in wandering around without having any goals or purposes...even when I'm driving, I'll set a target and technique so I'll arrive at planned time and planned destination...

I want to have a balance life... to succeed in both world, career n love... But why I feel like when i gain one, another will slip away?

Spiderweb....

Been away from my blogzone for awhile... just dont have the feeling n rite mood to update... what am I doing now? enjoying the ramadhan mood with my friends, family n love one...Cant wait to drive back home next week... and also missing my mama's nasi daging...

Strategic Planning Teambuilding - Bridging the Gap

Been away from my workstation for 3 days... Enjoying me self while trying to build up a positive amphosphere among the division staff & also to narrow down the communication gap between us... Glad to have sporting Boss & colleagues... So... Enjoy the pics!

Copycat!

I hate copycat! think of ur own ideas and style please... please let others like or love you the way u are not the way u try to imitate other... even if they like u pun, it's not u but the person u try to be...sooner or later, u'll be tired of pretending... do be original...be urself...

Am I?

How great will it be if I can not to think and analyze about everything!

I hate to admit it but I am starting to regret about something I did in the past that maybe had affect my current life… Looking back, will my path of life now change if I make different decisions before? Since I am not a kind of person who likes to live in the past, so why am I in this flashback mode?

Recently, a lot of things have been going on in my life… Some are good things, some not too good…some also a mixture of both…some even make me confused and keep on changing my opinion everyday whether it’s a good thing or not really…

As a green person in personality, I am a thinker and will always analyzing everything I do, will do and did…. Though the events has passed still I will analyze whether the outcome will be better if I make a different choice…I am so conscious about what others think about me and I do have my own opinion about everything and nothing!

And as a cancer by zodiac, I had been label as changeable, moody, over-emotional, touchy, clinging, unable to "let go," and a tendency to wallow in self-pity. Also I’d been advice to learn to get things into a proper perspective and take a realistic view of life. I maybe agree with this as sometimes when I’m too deep into my analyzing mode I do make an unrealistic hypothesis about something so simple and plain…

After writing this, do I feel relieve? A little bit maybe…. Regret it? Not sure yet, still thinking and analyzing it after I reread it a few times …will I delete this entry in future? Depends on the consequence after I publish it…hope not…

But not matter how much I regret about my past decisions still I had to face and patiently go through with my life now… What left for me to do is make a good thing out of it and don’t forget to enjoy the journey!

Dear Mama....

As the only girl in the family, I'm so super close with my mama... to call & update her my everyday life is a must....

I am so used to her nag when I ain't listen to her advise...

so used to her laugh when i tell her funny stories...

I am so used to her motivated words when I am down...

so used to her tears when she's hurt...

to gossip with her about almost everything around her & me...

to share with her my trouble and hers...

to cry on her shoulder while she comforting me with her smile...

but now...

since more than a month now...

I miss her nagging me...

I miss her comforting words...

I miss her... I miss everything that she used to be to me....

though I still have her as she is now...

I really hope that she will get well soon...

cos i cant take it any longer...

the burden inside that i've been ignoring...

with the thought that once she's ok..I'll tell her about my sorrow...

about all the trouble... about all the sadness and worry....

since she's the only one i trust with my life....

Mama...

I love you...

no matter what happen to you...

my love for you will always stay the same...

as I told you before...

I'll take care of you...

till my last breath...