Dear me...

Part (1)
When he is not the one...
5 min seems like forever...
You have to drag yourself to walk besides him...
and sometimes purposely...
let urself be left far behind...

When he is the one...
Forever seems just like 5 min...
Trying ur best to look good...
So he wont mind to be seen with you...
Anything doesn't matter as long as...
He's by ur side...

Part(2)
Currently I love this song, mercy by Duffy....Do i need to ask mercy from anyone? Nope. Just from myself. (Do move on. Pls stop torturing urself by thinking things u r not supposed to think or not the time yet...pls enjoy n have fun with ur life... I love u...before u start to love someone else, love me first...)

I love you
but i gotta stay true
my morals got me on my knees
i'm begging please stop playing games

i dont know what this is
cos you got me good
just like you knew you would

i dont know what you do
but you do it well
I’m under your spell

You got me begging you for mercy
why wont you release me
you got me begging you for mercy
why wont you release me
I said release me

Now you think that i
will be something on the side
but you got to understand
that i need a man
who can take my hand yes i do

i dont know what this is
but you got me good
just like you knew you would
i dont know what you do
but you do it well
I’m under your spell