Introducing.....

My first & foremost niece just arrived in the family on 30th March 2008.

Named as Mysha Nabeeha bt Mohd Nubli by her mummy (that's what she will be calling me once she start mumbling)... She's so cute with her big round eyes and dimples on both of her cheeks. can't wait for my next trip back home to meet you my sweet little darling... mummy misses you so much dearie...hope that u'll bring more joy & happiness into the family darling...

I Miss You...

Relaxation....

At this moment, rite now..what i really wanna do is to just close my eyes..empty my mind..lay down at some place so peaceful (refer pics above)...Will try to do that at least before year end... i hope..

Dear me...

Part (1)
When he is not the one...
5 min seems like forever...
You have to drag yourself to walk besides him...
and sometimes purposely...
let urself be left far behind...

When he is the one...
Forever seems just like 5 min...
Trying ur best to look good...
So he wont mind to be seen with you...
Anything doesn't matter as long as...
He's by ur side...

Part(2)
Currently I love this song, mercy by Duffy....Do i need to ask mercy from anyone? Nope. Just from myself. (Do move on. Pls stop torturing urself by thinking things u r not supposed to think or not the time yet...pls enjoy n have fun with ur life... I love u...before u start to love someone else, love me first...)

I love you
but i gotta stay true
my morals got me on my knees
i'm begging please stop playing games

i dont know what this is
cos you got me good
just like you knew you would

i dont know what you do
but you do it well
I’m under your spell

You got me begging you for mercy
why wont you release me
you got me begging you for mercy
why wont you release me
I said release me

Now you think that i
will be something on the side
but you got to understand
that i need a man
who can take my hand yes i do

i dont know what this is
but you got me good
just like you knew you would
i dont know what you do
but you do it well
I’m under your spell

Single anyone?

When being asked why am i still single, my standard answer will always be still searching for my Mr Right. But am i really in searching mode right now?

Yesterday something came over me...make me rethink again about something... I am still not really searching for someone to spend my life together with cos once i've been told that always expect the unexpected n' love..especially love always hide from u when u search for it n u will always found it when u less expected...

But that's not the thing that me rethink...

I am not just searching/waiting for my Mr Right but also I am trying to find someone that I can really trust, enuf for me to jeopardize my life in his hand...I must admit that I have a trust issue..BIG time! always doubt about how others feeling toward me... Sometimes even to the point that arguing with myself why he wants to be with me in the first place when he can spend his time with other pretty women...

But, I dont blame myself for that...they(refer to the boys/men) always give me a GOOD reasons to not to trust 'em...yeah rite..they are not lying just not telling the truth(what they always say)... U'll mad at me if i told u the truth (of course, that's why u need not to do it in the first place)...

So, to summarize this what i need to do is.....NOTHING....Maybe i'll try to focus more on my work n along the way if i found someone who want to tag along in my journey n he is worth to be trusted then i'll give him a chance to get to know me better...before he makes any promises or gives any hopes...B'cos i tell you..i am one crazy @ mentally disturb girl, so they needs to be warned first :)