Everywhere...

Turn it inside out so I can see

The part of you that's drifting over me

And when I wake you're, you're never there

But when I sleep you're, you're everywhere

You're everywhere

Just tell me how I got this far

Just tell me why you're here and who you are

'Cause every time I look

You're never there

And every time I sleep

You're always there

'Cause you're everywhere to me

And when I close my eyes it's you I see

You're everything I know

That makes me believe I'm not alone

I'm not alone

I recognize the way you make me feel

It's hard to think that You might not be real

I sense it now, the water's getting deep

I try to wash the pain away from me

Away from me

'Cause you're everywhere to me

And when I close my eyes it's you I see

You're everything I know

That makes me believe I'm not alone

I'm not alone I am not alone

Whoa, oh, oooh, oh

And when I touch your hand

It's then I understand

The beauty that's within

It's now that we begin

You always light my way

I hope there never comes a day

No matter where I go I always feel you so

'Cause you're everywhere to me

And when I close my eyes it's you I see

You're everything I know

That makes me believe I'm not alone

'Cause you're everywhere to me

And when I catch my breath It's you I breathe

You're everything I know

That makes me believe I'm not alone

You're in everyone I see

So tell me

Do you see me?

Procrastination...

what will u get when u procrastinate? all the works and things dat need to be done a day, a week or even a month earlier will haunt u back as ur worst nightmare....arghh.....

Just a glance...

sneak preview of my new apartment....not complete jes yet but i wanna share it wif my friends still anyway....enjoy....

At the corner of my living hall

my dining table
my dining corner

my incomplete living hall part 1

my incomplete living hall part 2

the "killing" scenery

Today...

when i look deep into my heart...
when i carefully listen to my heartbeat...
i thought i know what i really want...
i thought i know me the most...
so i dont really listen to what others said...
and what they keep telling me always...
until i realised that i am wrong...
and how stubborn I can be sometimes...
so today i promised to myself...
be as flexible as u can be...
try to adapt to your environment without affecting what ur belief...
and make an effort to trust people you love...
insyaallah they will not betray you...
Amin....

The man of my dreams...

Who's the Man of Your Dreams?

My Result: A Secret Agent

Mystery and intrigue — it's not just for action-adventure movies. It's what you are looking for in life and love. From spontaneous weekend getaways to notes stuck in your jean pockets, you love being surprised and appreciate the extra thought and effort that goes into making it happen.

That's why a secret agent could steal your heart — he's got what it takes to change the world, but he's not about to go around shouting about it. But don't worry, your secret's safe with us. Shhhh.

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Color of my life...

Bright Red—Optimistic, dynamic, energizing, exciting, sexy, intense, stimulating, aggressive, powerful, energetic, dangerous

Burgundy—Vigor, elegance, richness, refinement, leadership, maturity, expensive

Blue—Truth, healing, tranquility, stability, peace, harmony, wisdom, trust, calm, confidence, protection, security, loyalty

Green—Nature, envy, healing, fertility, good luck, hope, stability, success, generosity

Brown—Stability, masculinity, reliability, comfort, endurance, simplicity, friendship

Light Pink—Love, romance, softness, delicacy, sweetness, friendship, tenderness, fidelity, compassion

Bright Yellow—Cheeriness, joy, action, optimism, happiness, idealism, summer, hope, imagination, sunshine, philosophy, youth

Fuchsia—Hot, sensual, exciting, bright, fun, energetic, feminine

Orange—Ambition, fun, happy, energetic, balance, flamboyant, warmth, enthusiasm, generosity, vibrant, expansive, organic

Light Blue—Peace, tranquility, quiet, cool, clean, soft, pure, understanding

Purple—Spirituality, royalty, mystery, wisdom, transformation, independence, enlightenment, respect, wealth

Navy—Dignity, credibility, strength, authority, conservative, trustworthiness, traditional, quiet, confident, serene

Beige—Earthy, classic, neutral, warm, soft, bland, melancholy

Greenish Yellow—Tart, fruity, acidy, jealousy

Lime—Tart, fruity, acidy, refreshing, lively, Revitalizing

Terra-cotta—Wholesome, earthy, country, welcoming, warmth, stability, fall, harvest

Lavender—Enchantment, nostalgia, delicacy, floral, sweet, fashion

Teal Blue—Emotional healing, pleasing, rich, protection, unique, expensive

Olive Green—Traditional color of peace, camouflage, classic, adventure

Neutral Gray—Neutral, corporate, classic, practical, cool, timeless, quiet, quality

Lagu untukmu

Tiada bintang

Dapat menerangkan hati yang telah dicelah

Bagaiku lumpuh tak mampu berdiri

Aku tetap begini

Takkan berubah kerna aku tetap aku

Dan lalu rindumu bukanlah aku

Guna hati, akal dan fikiranmu

Berbeza

Kau dan juga aku

Dua hati yang tak mungkin bersatu

Apakah aku

Hanya boneka yang sering engkau mainkan

Yang dikawal oleh jari-jarimu

Ku punya hati dan perasaan

Pernahkah engkau fikirkan

Cukup cukuplah oh cukuplah

Tak faham tak tahan

Sabarku tak tertahan

Melayan sikapmu perawan

Berbeza-berbeza

Kau dan aku berbeza

Kita memang tak serupa

Bebaskan bebaskan

Ku ingin dilepaskan

Kita tidak sehaluan

Cukuplah sudahlah

Sampai di sini saja

Hubungan kita berdua

Hoa…hoa….hoa…..

simple...

I've been thinking a lot lately...
not sure, uncertainty really scare me...
for once in my life i'm tired of playing games...
i had enuf of challenges and dares...
i just want a simple answer to a simple question...
but i dun have gut to ask...
so i just wanna let go...
forget everything...
every single moment and memories...
lose the number & e-mail...
hopefully to lose the face & smile also...
and this time no more tears...
just a simple smile...

I Hate Myself For Loving You

Midnight gettin' uptight Where are you

You said you'd meet me now it's quarter to two

I know I'm hangin' but I'm still wantin' you

Hey Jack It's a fact they're talkin' in town

I turn my back and you're messin' around

I'm not really jealous don't like lookin' like a clown

I think of you ev'ry night and day

You took my heart then you took my pride away

I hate myself for loving you

Can't break free from the the things that you do

I wanna walk but I run back to you that's why

I hate myself for loving you

Daylight spent the night without you

But I've been dreamin' 'bout the lovin' you do

I won't be as angry 'bout the hell you put me through

Hey man betcha you can treat me right

You just don’t know what you was missin’ last night

I wanna see you beggin, say forget it just for spite

I hate myself for loving you

Can't break free from the the things that you do

I wanna walk but I run back to you,

that's why I hate myself for loving you

I hate myself for loving you

Can't break free from the things that you do

I wanna walk but I run back to you that's why

I hate myself for loving you

I think of you ev'ry night and day

You took my heart then you took my pride away

I hate myself for loving you

Can't break free from the the things that you do

I wanna walk but I run back to you

that's why I hate myself for loving you

I hate myself for loving you

I hate myself for loving you

Option...

Nowadays i notice that my mind seldom thinks about other things except You...
every minute & hour...
every nite & day...
every Sunday thru Saturday...
every sms & mms & msg...
every teh tarik & chicken tandoori...
but now i have another OPTION to think about beside You...
dont be jealous yea...
My new apartment....
this is my living hall before furnish. I'll update this picture after i hang the new curtain next week yar...i love the scenery...i can see Bandaraya Shah Alam from my window...
I'm so in love wif my new place...sangat sangat....so excited to decorate n furnish my new apartment...i make everybody around me excited too... my parent, my brothers and even my close friends...even when i think bout it pun can put a smile,(the sweetest one) on my face...
Hope to sleep in my own room on my own bed very soon...

No One...

I just want you close

Where you can stay forever

You can be sure

That it will only get better

You and me together

Through the days and nights

I don't worry 'cuz

Everything's going to be alright

People keep talking they can say what they like

But all i know is everything's going to be alright

No one, no one, no one

Can get in the way of what I'm feeling

No one, no one, no one

Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you

Can get in the way of what I feel for you

When the rain is pouring down

And my heart is hurting

You will always be around

This I know for certain

You and me together

Through the days and nights

I don't worry 'cuz

Everything's going to be alright

People keep talking they can say what they like

But all i know is everything's going to be alright

No one, no one, no one

Can get in the way of what I'm feeling

No one, no one, no one

Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you

Can get in the way of what I feel

I know some people search the world

To find something like what we have

I know people will try try to divide something so real

So til the end of time I'm telling you there is no one No one, no one, no one

Can get in the way of what I'm feeling

o one, no one, no one

Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you

Can get in the way of what I feel for you

home sweet home...

I already added "furnishing my new apartment" as one of the reason in my current make me happy list. Yesterday & today i almost complete the process of furnishing my living room(minus the sofa) - as i bought 2 very beautiful carpets as a replacement(temporary) for the sofa...my master bedroom done already as yesterday i bought the last pieces to complete it, something what i called gradmother's drawer :)

My kitchen still pending cos i'm still in a process of decision making about the kitchen cabinet. Done the sketching n design (TQ to Rewa of course) but there's still a few thing need to be attend to...my "walking wardrobe" plak...hmmm....hmmm..... and another hmmmmm......

I like my curtain thou...cant hardly wait to hang 'em..it will be ready insyaallah by next week... sgt suka dengan langsir saya...juga sgt suka dengan carpet saya...sgt suka dengan semuanya tentang rumah saya...kenapa? sebab ia kan rumah saya...kalau bukan saya yang suka, siapa lagi?

i cant wait to actually move in into my new apartment...in a few weeks time i will...and to all my fellow friends u are invited to drop by anytime...

I'm happy - part 2

I'm so happy...thou i'm a lil bit tired but still happy...and it's so good to feel happy..again....

thanks to You...You did keep ur promise...even the blackcurrant crispy chicken wings taste better wen i had it wif u...

I am looking forward to have another happy moment wif You... hope it will happen really soon... until then...i'll be good...

Clumsy..am I?

I'm back! am having a blast raya wif my family and it's so sad that the holiday already ended... missing 'em much but i still need to pay my bills...so keje..keje..keje....

Recently i fell in love wif Fergie's new song, clumsy...i really like the chorus...

"You got me tripping, stumbling, flipping, fumbling

Clumsy cause I'm falling in love

You got me slipping, tumbling, sinking, fumbling

Clumsy cause I'm falling in love

So in love with you"

i must admit i do act "clumsyly" whenever i'm front of someone i really really really deeply fall in love wif...i always end up saying something i'll regret it later or not really behaving myself or i do tumbling sometimes or too control "ayu" or worst..i forgot everything at all...this is something i cannot change but i do try to improve myself...

But i wanna see it in d positive side...at least i know when i had a crush on somebody..okay la tu...as long as i'm happy kan...

The Reason..

this past few days i'm feeling happy...
thou i'm not feeling well for the past few days but still i'm happy...
when the reason for u to smile is nearby, for sure u happy kan...
i'm going back to my hometown in a few days time...
cant wait to sleep on my mama's lap while she gossiping n updating me about family's affair...
thou i kinda sad a little bit cos my reason to smile maybe a little far for me to reach..
two days after raya i'll be heading back to subang...
i'm kind sad to leave my mama n abah behind...
but my reason to smile will be nearby for a while...
so it will definitely help me to feel a little bit better...
but then my reason to smile also need to leave me behind...
but i guess the memories will remain and help me to continue smiling...

Intelligent is sexy!

This morning i'd being ask by my big bos & my ex-boss what kinda guy i prefer or i like..they asked me to give them only ONE criteria jer...so my answer to their question is "INTELLIGENT"...b'cos for me, guy with brain is sexy..in their own way lah...I rarely fall for handsome guy(kengkadang jer)...

i like to have an intelligent talk wif my soulmate(if i manage to get one)...for me a good communication can tighten the bonding in one relationship...i valued every conversations i used to have n still do wif my dear father...he has the answers to all kind of questions i ask him...i expect the same thing from my future partner...

i like everytime when we having this kinda open discussion...me n my bosses (big&ex)...i dun really care eventhough sometimes they like to bully me...cos i know deep down inside they care for me(he..he..he..perasan kan)...


<----but it' a bonus point for me if i can get him in this package...

Blank

i have no idea ...

i dunno what to blog about...

cos i'm stil not really stable emotionally...

and if i do write...

i'm so sure it will turn out to be another sad poem...

i dun want to be label as weak....

cos i know that i'm strong...

but i do have a happy news to share...

last week i got my key...

key to my new apartment, so called home sweet home...

i bought myself a beautiful "dark chocolate" color dining table and queen bed...

does this make me happy?

i guess so....

i think i'm happy cos..

i got another things to think about besides u...

cos everytime i think about u n about all the possibilities...

i'll surely feeling down...

cos now...

i'm afraid...

i'm afraid of falling...