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A Life for a Life...

Oh, the comfort - the inexpressible comfort of feeling safe with a person - having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words, but pouring them all right out, just as they are, chaff and grain together; certain that a faithful hand will take and sift them, keep what is worth keeping, and then with the breath of kindness blow the rest away.

~Dinah Craik, A Life for a Life, 1859

Mentally unstable...am I?

My friend once told me that i shud set a date with a psychiatrist cos she said i am mentally unstable..She told me this after i informed her bout the result of a test i took recently...

You are most afraid of not belonging

Have you ever noticed that you're more concerned about whether others will love and care for you than many people around you are? Or do you sometimes worry more than you should about being unneeded, unimportant, or even ostracized by those around you? If so, you're not alone. There are many people who share your fear of not belonging. It can be a real strength to recognize your fears. By being aware of the things that frighten you, you can assess whether fear is helping you or negatively impacting your life. For instance, a fear of not belonging may sometimes motivate you to take action in a positive way, like by being more willing to compromise than others. However, fear's negative aspects can sometimes be more damaging than you realize. Living with fear not only prevents you from living life to the fullest; it can also have a significant negative impact on your energy, health, and your close relationships if not kept in check.

shud i seek a lil help from a psychiatrist? do i need one?

company or no company...

i'm not feeling well today, physically....but kinda of happy... had a very good dinner last nite wif a good company...hope u can accompany me again for another dinner or lunch, maybe...

today i jes hang around lazily at my place, doing nothing but laying on my sofa with remote in my hand and keep on changing channel from cartoon to movie to MTV and back to cartoons again...so nothing much to update...

Independent...

i've been working here far away from my family more than 4 years...

i am so independent & i guess i can take care of my own self...

it's not that i dun need anyone else but i used to the idea of...

'All by myself '

'My own sweet time'

'My own space' etc...

all the decisions is in my own hand..

and i will feel suffocated if anyone try to interfere wif my life...

The best day of your life is the one on which you decide your life is your own. No apologies or excuses. No one to lean on, rely on, or blame. The gift is yours - it is an amazing journey - and you alone are responsible for the quality of it. This is the day your life really begins.

~Bob Moawad

Unwell?

All day

Staring at the ceiling

Making friends with shadows on my wall

All night

Hearing voices telling me

That I should get some sleep

Because tomorrow might be good for something

Hold on

I'm feeling like I'm headed for a

Breakdown I don't know why I'm not crazy,

I'm just a little unwell

I know, right now you can't tell

But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see

A different side of me

I'm not crazy,

I'm just a little impaired I know, right now you don't care

But soon enough you're gonna think of me

And how I used to be

Me Talking to myself in public

Dodging glances on the train I know

I know they've all been talking 'bout me

I can hear them whisper

And it makes me think there must be something wrong

With me

Out of all the hours thinking

Somehow I've lost my mind I'm not crazy,

I'm just a little unwell I know, right now you can't tell

But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see

A different side of me I'm not crazy,

I'm just a little impaired

I know right now you don't care B

ut soon enough you're gonna think of me

And how I used to be

I been talking in my sleep

Pretty soon they'll come to get me

Yeah, they're taking me away I'm not crazy,

I'm just a little unwell I know, right now you can't tell

But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see

A different side of me

I'm not crazy I'm just a little impaired I know, right now you don't care

But soon enough you're gonna think of me

And how I used to be

Hey, how I used to be

How I used to be, yeah Well I'm just a little unwell

How I used to be

How I used to be

Give me a reason...

Just give me a reason to hate you...
cos i cant take it anymore...
this feeling of wanting you...
every night & day...

Just give me a reason to forget you...
cos it's killing me inside slowly...
just thinking about your smile...
every now & then...

Just give me a reason to run away from you...
cos i dont want to be standing here alone...
waiting for you to come home to me...
when i knew it will never be...

Just give me a reason to stop loving you...
cos it's hurt me so...
seeing you with others...
when i knew you will never see me...

Sarra~4 Nov 07,12.19pm~

Gotcha!

Why Are You Still Single?

My Result: Don't Want To Settle

You, more than others, have a fairy tale fantasy of how things should be. Ever since you were a kid, you've probably dreamed of the perfect wedding, coming home to a white picket fence, dog, and 2.2 kids (how does that work, anyway?). When someone asks what you're looking for, you don't skip a beat: You're likely to have a handy checklist that details your perfect partner. Hair and eye color, height, religion, education, career, interests, the list goes on.

While it's great to have standards — Hey, you shouldn't have to settle, after all — there's one slight glitch in your master plan: No one has made the grade in real life — at least not yet. Next time you're out with someone, keep yourself from mentally checking that list, and give love — and others — a chance. That special someone who you've written off may be perfect for you after all...

Take this test >

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Happiness is always a by-product. It is probably a matter of temperament, and for anything I know it may be glandular. But it is not something that can be demanded from life, and if you are not happy you had better stop worrying about it and see what treasures you can pluck from your own brand of unhappiness.

~Robertson Davies