Why?

Why....
Oh why must i miss someone so much...
So much til i cry...
When that someone is not missing me at all...

Why...
Oh why must i wait and i wait for someone all the time...
All the time til i left nothing for myself...
When that someone never wait for me...

Why...
Oh why must i think about someone so hard...
So hard til it crack my head...
When that someone don't even think about me...

Why...
Oh please tell me why...
Why these happening to me...
Is it happened for a reason?
Is it a good or bad one?
Oh why...
Has anybody gotta answer?
Or need i seek it thru my heart myself?